i can't believe it's nov. already , i'm half way through this pregnancy and we get our "big" ultra sound on monday , jakob always goes back and forth between wanting a baby brother or sister but hasn't yet wavered on the fact that we should call him or her little god .... i know ... i have NO IDEA wear he got this from , oh well . i have to admit though every time i go to the dr. and hear the heartbeat , i always think , uh , i guess i really am pregnant ... is that what you call denial ?? i can feel baby sometimes but hasn't got to crazy yet . i also can not believe that izzy will be two on the 17 , seriously ... weird . ohhhh one more thing , dave and i are going to the trans-siberian orchestra tonight , i'm so excited , but again i have to admitt when he asked me if i wanted to go to the orchestra i thought he had lost quite a few marbles to say the least but i still thought , hell a night away from the kids ? who cares if i sleep through the whole thing at least i'll get a good two hours in BUT , NO !!!!!it's actually going to be good , electric guitars and all , waahooo . well i'm off to go grocery shopping with both kids in tow , wish me luck ;)
